Sure It's Easy To Say You've Moved On,
Sure It's Easy To Say You Don't Care,

But When Is It When People Believe In Your Words?
When They Shrug It Off And Say They Don't Believe You In Their Eyes,
When Does It Matter What You Say, If Nobody Will Believe..

I've Grown, I've Changed, And I'm Sure As Hell Sure About Who I Am.

And Furthermore, For You That Give Me Pity, Or Shame

I Dont Need It, Honestly, My Past Is Gone, And I Can't Let It Drag Me Down,
Not Anymore, Forget Who I Was, And Believe In Who I Am.


Though I Still May Be The Same Old Person...

Constantly Thinking, It's Stressful, Though In A Way
It's An Escape

Being Human It's Natural To Have Highs And Lows, But To Dwell On Desperation
Since Those Days Are Over,

Maybe They Did Make Me Stronger, But They Also Made Much Colder..
And I Just Cant Help It..

It's Over, And It'll Never Come Back,
Not Even A Miracle Would Give Me The Pleasure.

No Im Not Prepared, Nor In My Current State Am I Worthy.


My Listlessness, | It Was Just An Illusion, And It Wont Go Away...
My Pain, | But You Know
My Sorrow, | I Did Deeply And Truly Love Her.
My Anger, | Now Though, I Have New Goals
My Desperation, | New Resolve
My Past Belief's.

And Maybe This Aint The Best Words But I've To Erase Every Last Bit Of Past Hope
Just To Be Myself Again.

No Matter How Painfull..

I Just Hope My Past Does Not
Collide With
My Future.



-C7x

A Release, A Redemption
Affection And Compassion
Warmth, Touch
Hugs And Glomps...

Joy, Laughter
Happyness And Tickle Attacks...

Time Spent, Time Earned
Movies And Quiet Naps

Gentle Thoughts, Innocent Minds
To Hold And Keep You Warm

To Listen, To Hear
To Be Drowned Out By The Ocean Waves

Im Asking For Too Much
But Maybe Just She Shares The Same View

No Pain, No Tough Arguments
Bliss And Love

No Replacements, No Shadows
Just Fresh Starts And New Places

Wishes And Dreams
Future Relationships And Aspirations

I Got -MY- Your Problems,
I Got My Head Straight
With All The Music That Moves Your Soul
In The Background, Take The Challenge

Don't Front, And Make Sure You Got
Enough Energy To Pull Through, Oh Not
Just Your Painkillers, Nothing Can
Bring It On To Make It Old, or New.

Take Too Long And You Won't -Get-
Catch Me, Just As I Laugh.

Are You Overwhelmed? Maybe it was
a bit too Much.

Maybe Not,
You Still Seem to Be On Your Feet.
What -will- drive You On?

Forgive Me, But It Seems Like
You Want Some
Help With What
You've Got On Your
Hands?

Maybe I Think
It Was,

Too Much..

Simple And Colorful
Its Nothing More Than Clarity To Your Daze

Some Spice For Your Life
Making It Exciting To Live It Through

Can You Hear It
The Music, Its All Around Us

It Unites Us With It's Symphony
Euphoric And Pacing Our Hearts

Collision And Impacts
Clashing Twin Spirits Into Our Own

Command Or Divide
I Wish I'd Make Sense, But I'd Rather Not

Art, Or Trash
It Depends On Your Point Of View

Confuse Myself
Or Confuse You...

-c7x

End My Nostalgia Of Broken Dreams
Begin My Views
End My Pain
Begin The Life
End The Fear
Once Or Twice
Its Our Dream Dear.